make it clearer, its a friendship.

and you held my hands while talking

and looked into my eyes while i talk

and played jokes with me

and said that you never want to lose me

and told me im the first person who you wanna call sayang other than your gf

and you're trying so hard not to

and told me you wanted me so much once

and you're over that feeling

and the sorry note you gave me

and your long stares

and you pulled me in while joking

and you sent me home

and you called me sayang

and you called me sayang

and im repeating that line cause it hurts

and told me you never go out with other girls before

and made me an exception

and you told me you missed me

and you stared for so many times

and you ignored me sometimes

and you tried to cheer me up everytime

and you made me feel special
and told me you wanna marry her
and i wish you hadnt look at me on that time
i wish i covered my emotion well
and im happy for you
and it sucks

and im trying so hard not to ruin this friendship

and im fucking try to get over this feeling

and im dying bit and a bit everytime