the love.

maybe now i love you much more than before. that explains a lot. thats why i miss you everyday eventho we've met almost every night. and thats also why i really feel like afraid of losing you. im afraid that you're not the one for me. im afraid you'll leave me alone. this is insane. i just wanna be yours. i mean, to be your wife. i may be still young for marriage but i guess i want it asap. cause i cant imagine my life with somebody else.

"ya Allah ya Tuhanku, kau panjangkan lah umur kami. kau bantulah kami dalam memperbaiki diri kami. kau panjangkan lah jodoh kami. kau permudahkan lah urusan kami. ya Allah yg maha mengasihani, jangan lah kau pisahkan kami andai memang ternyata dia lah jodohku. ya Allah yg maha pengampun, kau ampunkan lah dosa-dosa kami. kau bukakan lah pintu hati kami untuk berubah menjadi insan yang lebih baik. amin"

sayang, i really hope that we will be together forever till Jannah. insyaAllah.