heyya there :)

love is joy. you will feel happy more than sad. you will think about love more than lost. you will spend your time to create more happy memories instead of trying to fix and make the relationship work. you shouldn't struggle much, just enjoy. you shouldn't even think about wanting to die. it is just not right. relationship is based on two loving people who care and respect each other. if you think you understood each other, or you tried to understand, there will be less argument. if its not, you should try harder. a couple should be able to talk, complain or tell each other about the unsatisfied without a fight at the end of the conversation. forgive, ask for apology, forget, let the new chapter begin. that is how it should be. think wider. only high school kids who would go around flirting with other people when they're already in a relationship. because high school kids is immature. they're selfish. never satisfy. but people are people. they make mistake and they regret. but how hard, how badly they want to change things to make it better? to let go something you love, its hard. you'll need time and strength to do it. but you should always remember, no matter how things work or whatever happen now, if that person is your true real love, one day God will show you the way to let you guys get back together. percaya Qada' dan Qadar Allah