mothafacka. God, help me. what the hell am I doing right now. Is this wrong, is this right? I need to know , is the path Im walking is the right one? I cant forget the eyes. I cant forget the smile. Damn! I wanna change. I tried to be grateful for what I have , and Im still trying but its hard. Im not a grateful person kan, yeah I know that. let me out of the camp so that I can change , please :(