and thats the way i loved you

maybe the single me is cooler, haha. okay i do like being in a relationship, i do love him, i do care about our relationship. but somehow, the way i think is different when im single and when i have someone. im no more cool and chill like usual. i care more, too care. is dat a good thing? idk. and i dont have my bunny right now. she went to Korea and she cant reply my text, i guess. i dont know to who should i ask what to do and dont. fuck. Bunny was always there whenever i need her opinion. i hate this negative thinking im having when im in a relationship. i love being in love, but i hate it when im too deeply in love, like i do now. because now, i need you even more. i hate it. im losing the independent me. but, im trying to change my lifestyle. i will not date any other guy, hanging out with them alone, i'll hug and kiss no one except you b. darn, i sound stupid when im in love :)