i dont wish to die now. i regret if i ever said that i wanna die. i love my life even more now. i wanna grow older, marry my future hubby, have kids together, go through happy&sad chapters of our life together and live happily ever after :) i will be a loyal wife, no need to worry hehe ;p i'll tell my kids my crap self-made dinosaurs and monsters story. i'll be a super cool mummy that my kid's friend will jealous. i'll be a fantastic wife that my hubby would glad he married me. i will be awesome :)