reason for everything, because im a girl

you, i rindu youu, like literally ;( i rindu you suap suap i. i rindu you manje manje kan i, layan i mcm budak. i rindu jalan dengan you, you pegang tangan i. i rindu duduk dlm cinema dgn you. i rindu duduk atas riba you. i rindu you panggil i baby. rindu na panggil you b. i rindu na dengar suara you dalam phone.i rindu na cakap dgn you. i rindu na dengar you ckp 'i love you'. i rindu na dpt text you. i rindu sandar dekat you. i rindu duduk berdua dgn you, ckp slow slow manje manje. i rindu you kiss tangan i. i rindu date dgn you. i rindu semua benda i buad dgn you. i rindu mase kite duduk berdua dekat sunway tu. i rindu berdiri dlm train dgn you. i rindu share ice cream dgn you. i rindu you suap i chocolate. i rindu you pandang pandang i. i rindu you ckp slow slow dekat i sbb tana org dgr. i rindu na pandang you lame lame sbb skrg i elak dr pandang you. maybe i ta ngaku, tp i tau i nmpk mcm na ngelak dr you skrg. im sorry tp im healing. i need time to recover sbb its hard fer me because i just healed. now i have to heal myself again. tp i taley na stop diri i dr pandang you everytime i nmpk you.i slalu pandang je dekat you if dpt, tp you ta perasan. tp mmg i tana you perasan pn. everytime i pndg you lame lame, mesti i teringat sume bende yg i pena buad dgn you. i still can remember the taste of your kiss. still can remember the feel when i have your arms around me. i tana lupe sume tu. sbb you antara orang orang yg i still sayang. i wish i can just call you whenever i want to, but i cant. i tana kacau life you. i na tau, you igt lagi ta mcm mane bau perfme and rambut i mase kite first date dulu? bau yg melekat dekat baju you smpai mama you tegur? bau yg you ckp wangi sangat tu? yg you mengade ckp tana basuh baju tu? and you igt ta days after, kite text like 24/7. you igt lagi ta the night you bgtau i sume tu? you igt ta the way i hugged you yg buad you rase mcm i syg sgt dekat you tu? igt ta that long kiss we shared? you still igt ta every moments you spent dgn i? you, you igt lg ta sume tu? i do. and i still igt bile you saket fer a week and i ta dpt jmpe you. i remember how badly i missed you mase tu. and that week, almost every night you call i and a day i call you gile lame tp ta rase ape. kite borak borak dekat phone, even kejap pn tp i happy gile. and then after days, kite jumpe kejap sbb you na pas barang dekat i. mase tu sumpah i rase mcm na hug you, tp tabole sbb mama you ade. i rindu you. maybe i nmpk kuat, gelak gelak, jerit, bising. you tau i byk memekak kan mcm org tade problem. tp, i pn tatau laa ape i rase actually. i pokerface, you. i ta rase you bace sume ney, but if you bace and you tau i ckp psl you, please buad buad mcm ta pena bace je. btw, i still simpan photos you.i ta suke na igt balek sume bende i pena buad dgn you and i ta rase i dpt buad sume tu lg dgn you. if dpt pn, it will be different. gosh! haha idiot la schaa, bodo na feeling buad ape. fyi, i still on the process na lupe everything we had. i try okay and dont worry psl ape i rase sbb this is schaa. schaa kuat laa you.

*i sound so yuckie jiwang bhabii. kuat la scha, kuat! schaa hebad kann. smile :)
*i keep on updating this post whenever i remember something we did together.